Feelings

O the many feelings

That pass through my mind

The joy of friends

The laughter they course

The joking around 

The teasing and battering

The ridiculous conversations

That they seam to course

Not only joy 

But worry they course

When you haven't heard

From them in a while

Are they alright

The mind goes

Are you hurting the heart cries

The smile that comes

With knowing that they

Are in God's hands

Never leaving His side

The uncertainty

Of a new adventure

Of stepping out

Into a world

So very unknown

The struggle to fit in

In this perverse world

But the peace of knowing

You my Savior

Are always in control

The thankfulness that comes

Through those long

Morning drives

Listening to music

And thanking you always

For being with me

Though long days and short

That each thought I think

Each word I say

Comes straight from your plan

Your plan ever perfect

When fear creeps in

The questions that come

I know that your answer

Is there for me

That my pass or my fail

Is for your own good

So as I go to sleep

After a long week

I pray to you now

That you give me strength

For whatever

your will

Is for me in the future

I love your plan

A plan never changing

So as my head lays down

The mind and heart will

Trust you always

For you know all things

JH

17-7-15

My life has changed greatly in the last week. I have just completed my 1st week of my PORSE nanny internship. Yes it was different and sometimes a struggle, I really enjoyed it and can't wait for next week. I love my 45min-1 hour long drive. Its a time to reflect and ponder life. To ask the Lord to give me guidance for the day. A time alone. I don't seem to get much of that these days. A time I am greatly thankful for.

Friends also have been on my mind this week. They are amazing, special and always encouraging to me. They make me, laugh, cry and go insane. Just giving me a brake from the every day life. There are days when I know that I could never go on without them.